Traveling is a brutality. It
forces you to trust strangers and to lose sight of all that familiar comfort of
home and friends. You are constantly off balance. Nothing is yours except the
essential things – air, sleep, dreams, the sea, the sky – all things tending
towards the eternal or what we imagine of it.
--Cesare Pavese
And simple: It was primarily an existence that was indeed dominated by essential elements (air, sleep, dreams, sea, sky) and my partaking of them in a daily routine that more closely followed the rhythm of a farmer: up with the sun and down with the sun. Finished with FOMO (at least for now).
And soothing: I had finally made it to the coast and was able to gaze my fill of the watery horizon, first the Pacific and then the Caribbean. Rough surf and dark depths to the west, easy breakers over the barrier reef to the east. Slept and woke to the constant sound of the waves coming ashore.
In CR I was delighted to make some very small contributions by planting trees, thatching roofs, releasing baby turtles.
In Belize I was a responsible diver, taking only pictures, leaving only bubbles, and killing only time -- and jumping into water full of (very large nurse) sharks despite my lifelong fear of these creatures.
Wildlife played a huge role in the adventures, first in the jungle:
and then underwater:
Throughout the continent, these annoying buggers were my constant companion -- that was the brutal part!
There is indeed truth in Cesare’s statement above, and the past four months of travel have had their difficulties – and I still miss my kids something awful! – but I have found solace in the kindness of strangers, made many new friends, and feel that a definite lightening of the emotional baggage is discernible. On that note, let me share another of Signore Pavese’s quotes with you:
If you wish to travel far and fast, travel light. Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness and fears.
Where to next? Land of Opposite?
ReplyDeleteGlad you dropped the FOMO. You're not missing anything here unless you are unexpectedly keen on skiing... ;-) (was ski season opening this weekend)
ReplyDelete...but you are inflicting FOMO on the readers of your blog!
ReplyDeleteLooks like we're all missing out! Continue to enjoy!
Can't wait to dive Belize. Loved Cayman and Bonaire; hear Belize is just spectacular.
ReplyDeleteWe have Tiger Mosquitos in Philly now. Big, aggressive, and out all day - not just twilight like the regular buggers. We hates them.
Thanks for sharing!
Michael --
DeleteFrom what I hear, Belize does not begin to compare well with Bonaire...and I must admit that it pales in comparison with the Maldives, too.
Mosquitos in that cold?!